I have been knowing this guys since 7 grade. We liked eavh other guy didnt start datin each other until 8th grade. ninth grade came & i haf to end up going to another school. We never went to the same school anyway. so ninth grade came & i broke up with him bcs i thought this other guy was cute:( (worst mistake) we got really serious over the years & a year after i graduated High school, we had a baby boy. The love of my life....so things didn't work out bcs he cheated on me & i left him & got back with my ex...now we are together & last night he tells me that he canr be with me bcs its weird & he cant deal with the fact that i left him for somebody else & what not.....but then he said he only said those things bcs he thought i was gonna get back wit my Childs farther. A week earlier i told him that he was tryin to get me back but i explained to him that that wasn't were i wanted to be anymore & i seriously wanted to be with him :/ i dont really understand:'( i dont wanna loose him. I know things are different know & i told him we should take it slow bcs i knew things like this would be said. & he's constantly talkin about marrying me & all that ... i just want someone to help me figure out what to do.