ive reallly like this guy for about a year and a half. i am 13 and im going to eighth grade. he cmae to my school in sixth grade but i never had any classes with him at the end of 6th grade i started to really like him so i told some of my best friends and they advised me to tell him so i told him over our schools website personal messages and he didnt respond then in the beginning of 7th grade everybody knew about my crush for some reason but i think somebody might have spilled it out but whenever i talk to him he doesnt talk much and we dont talk much in school mostly online but one of my friends told me that he said that i was pretty and sometimes in school i catch him staring at me but the problem is that i screwed things up soo many times and caused so much drama but hes forgived me every time but i got soo tired of the drama so i told everyone, including him, that i didnt like him anymore even though i did like him. but recently i felt he was ignoring me so i called him to ask whats up and he didnt pick up but later he texted me back saying who is this and i mustve given him my number like a billion times so i got all mad and he said he was joking so a couple days later i texted him using my other number saying hi jade! and pretending i was a girl named allie and he started playing along so later i told him it was me to get him back and it turns out that his COUSIN was texting me and was telling my crush everything i was saying and i got SOOO pissedd! that i ssaid i couldnt believe i actually liked him and i was never gonna talk to him again but i think i still like him and i really wanna call him and apologize but he probably thinks i can just screw up then apologize and everything will be fine and idk what to doo!!!! oh and hes going to a new school next year which is an all guys school so im probably never gonna see him againn! and i did ask him out in the beginning of 7th grade and he said idk my parents dont let me but in 6th grade 3 girls asked him out and he said yes but it only lated a couple days. help? thankss :)