I think I'm evil, or just really fucked in the head?

Question

20yo/female. I care a lot about the people close to me. But I just have a general disregard for people I don't know. I'm a chronic thief. I fuck around people's feelings - get guys to take me on dates/buy me shit and then drop them like it's nothing. I don't care about messing with other peoples relationships. I was seeing this guy last year and I really liked him, which really pissed me off cause I hate feeling vulnerable. So I fucked his older brother out of spite. Then I got feelings for the older brother who was in a relationship. I've been really fond of him. He's corrupt af like me so I thought he was my soulmate, blah blah. But his girlfriend just found out about us and texted me off his phone. Called me a bunch if derogatory names, told me to leave him alone and that they were happy together. Sooo I sent this:

Your boyfriend? Really? Have you seen him? Don't flatter yourself hun bun nobody wants him. Like yeah I fucked him a few times and had a little crush but other than that he was just fun to mess with. Good luck to the both of you. Such a happy relationship naw. Enjoy your future cheating husband and obese children 👏

So I just insulted him too (he struggles with his weight). I feel nothing. I don't need him. Am I psychopath? I'm always the person who will go the extra mile for friends and family. I'm compassionate when I hear about tragedies. But I find shit like this petty and amusing. Should I see a therapist? I'm a generally happy person

Answer 1

I'm sorry about what these people are saying. You are NOT a sociopath. You are Not a psychopath. You are NOT evil.

I think you should just pray. I know that might sound stupid and/or ridiculous but please just try it. I'm praying for you too.

Answer 2

LOL, I am a lot like you. No, you don't need a therapist, you are just having fun. Don't worry about it!

Answer 3

You are playing with your feminine power and have some control and intimacy issues. You are not a psychopath. You are not evil. But do work on those or you will be this bitter older woman and wonder what happened.

Answer 4

Evil? Don't flatter yourself, hon- you're just a common everyday moron.

Answer 5

I believe that the universe has a sense of humor. One day when you least expect it, and least need it, sh!t comes around in a big way. Been there, done that, better now, regret everything.

Answer 6

For someone who refers to themselves as a "generally happy person", you carry a lot of hurt and pain in your words and actions. Someone in your past has hurt you very much. I hope you can embrace a path of Forgiveness as you move forward. The first person you need to "Forgive" is yourself. I sincerely, wish you well young lady.

Answer 7

Get professional help from a therapist for guidance n answers to improve u.

Answer 8

Go get help you sound bi polar and like to have manic episodes so you can balance out your highs and lows

Answer 9

I think you hate yourself. Maybe you were raped or mistreated by a man in your early years....and you feel the need to hurt others for it.

Answer 10

You're both. Hope you like being alone you loser.

Answer 11

you are lazy open mouth and life ll be fine

Answer 12

you're a sociopath. and you sound hot. please use and dump me