B3
2012-01-15 13:06:40 UTC
However, at the end of the day when I am back to my room I rent from some crazy lady, I absolutely lose my mind. I get bored reading the same books, watching the same boring TV shows, and plucking the same songs on my guitar. When I go out with people it helps a little, but I am finding it increasingly difficult to have "down time" even for a couple of hours. It is the worst. I get depressed. I bring my work home with me all the time to prevent boredom and depression. Nothing entertains or relaxes me but working.
Although I am making an effort to go out more and my friends like me, I know I am kind of an extreme person and am not bearable to be with all day long. I have no trouble getting girls to go out with me, but I struggle to imagine myself with that person and don't further the relationship. I don't want a girlfriend who is boring and just wants to bar-hop and party. It's too cliche for me.
What do I do? I cannot keep living my personal life like this. I cannot let the entire world bore me and I become work-obsessed.