I'm going to meet my online boyfriend today in a few hours. I'm extremely nervous. I sent him recent pics of me however I look way better in photos than I do in person. In photos I can angle the camera just right to make me look pretty...but in reality I don't really look like that. I'm also HUGE. I'm. 6"1 and I'm overweight...I think he's going to be disappointed with the way that I look. He's put a lot of pressure on me..he calls me beautiful and gorgeous all the time. I think I'm going to disappoint him. I've put off meeting for several weeks so its now or never.. He says he already has feelings for me and said he fell in love with me eventhough we haven't met.
I'm concerned about his looks too. He's not my type at all...he's kinda ugly in all of his pics but his personality swept me off my feet. We have an amazing intense unexplainable connection that I just can't shake no matter how hard I tried. Its very weird. I haven't felt this way about someone in years .